hi i'm a 16 year old girl who is really just so lost in this huge, real world. i don't know what i've become anymore because it just seems to get worse with each passing day. i don't trust anyone but i listen to everyone because i know what it feels like to have nobody care or understand what you're trying to tell them.
i have eating problems that may be quite disturbing to normal people. i wouldn't call it an eating disorder though. i can stuff myself with food for a day or two and end up crying and hating myself so much i literally eat nothing for the following week or so. i can't help it.
everyday, i have to wake up and go to school and act like everything is okay because in other people's eyes, i'm always the happy girl that doesn't have a care in the world. but what do they know? they don't care, nobody cares, so why bother?


talk to me if you need someone. i'll be more than happy to do so :)

 

I hope we never need whisky to talk about our deepest scars or darkest secrets I hope we can talk about these over a morning cup of coffee and see each other in the bright sunlight
I hope we never need darkness to hide